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I met my ex-girlfriend and it turned out to be a disaster.

Oh my god. i saw her and i saw her finally. After many years of hardships, there will be a good thing that might change the whole perspective of everything else. 

while we are having this conversation suddenly, i heard a familiar VOICE around and i still remember this voice.

i turned to see that it was she who crossed me without noticing me. my brother and i talked about the stuff. i looked for her but hse can be found but i am afraid to face her face and some other past might start babble at me.

While i am waiting for my time to go to the stage and present the gift am afraid that i would meet her eyes by chance which will drag into the prison again. 

Luckily i got escaped and it was like a hide and seek. we played without hiding but running to hide.

when the whole damn things gonna end, we scrolled our phones mad even we didn't have any notifications.
I was using my phone to avoid her and she was using her phone without looking at me. our minds puzzled about our problems where we cant face them instead of nothing.

We started to do things that we are good at. Hiding our feelings.

The day ended when i gave my bike to my cousin to pick my sister to the house. while hanging at these things. things might get stranger or anything else. while looking at the whole practical knowledge r anything else.

She saw me and i met her and i suddenly moved my face. i can't face the cute little face which i saw years later on my mobile phone through video calling.

I still miss those faces and i justed wanted to see her face. Even she belongs to someone, still she is at my mind as a beautiful but scary memory.

What do you think girl, some things are not good when said on the phone or anything else. But it's one thing i am writing this blog that no one reads except me. 

i would say this, you still in my heart and i won't leave the scar to heal or anything else. even afterlife we meet with the same fate in our hands with a different perspective.

Love from me.

Will follow you as a shadow without disturbing you, Idiott.

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