My mind talks.
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.
I was traveling to my office and
there is this turning when the bus turns and stops at a stop and moves forward
when it moves forward from one place to another.
what should I do? I am bored by
heart and my mind says you need money to survive. you get a salary and you get
something but you cant spend as you like it might develop another problem,
why in the world I came to a government job we might feel. but I am
on this thought now.
I came from the lowest pace of my life. I cam from a far
journey to this which is even not in my area where I studied the whole part of
things that might interest me. when we have this thing in mind we get thins
negative vibration when I have this thing I wanted to earn more money in the
side hustle. what I will say to my friends they are different I am different
there is no entertainment in this town.
i am bored and I go into my books and
studies. this where I get this is I this kind who wat to live a life with
attachment to one area and to another area where we can change ourselves from
the two different attitudes and everything else.
when I stopped studying I accepted the defeat
myself. when y girlfriend left me, I am defeated myself by relationship. when I
made this terrific mistake with friends, I am defeated by my heart and other
reason. when I didn’t talk to me and only one talked to me, I am defeated by
her immense faithful to my friends.
when my friend lends me a large
sum, I am defeated by my finance.
when I entered into a working
populations, still my wallet with the money I cant give to charities to other things
I am defeated by other loves
when I wanted to learn something
or when I wanted to do something interesting, I was defeated by my finance and tight budget where I was living around the whole area an everything else.
what in the world works, even I am
flawed how could I expect something that is a perfect tome. it was the thing I
wanted to confess today.
When I do a thing, I defeated my consistency. everything I do was for money which I made barely.
when I do certain things for
money, I am defeated by learning.
when I was motivated by money, I am
defeated by my struggled days.
when I was rejected by my
girlfriend, I am defeated by her heart.
when I am lonely and sitting with
my laptop I am defeated by friends who are still in contact.
When I moved to tot his town after
graduating I was defeated by other people talk.
I turned out to be deaf when my
family makes noise about gossiping other and when sometime I get offended by my
own ethics.
I turned out to be dumb when my the argument is a waste of time with the person whom I am intended to make it a
point.
I turned out to be blind when
things around me get complicated by finance not by other things. that might be
a good hols.
This is Pradeep, sitting in my rental
home and typing this article on my laptop(one of my large investments). I feel
low and satisfied with my life, but I am unsatisfied with my desires and
passions.
If someone says this is life, I would why cant we are like this for the next decade.
Gonna buy something on Amazon, my
affiliate link, I don’t know why I created it but it’s the only thing I have
now.
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